3:28 p.m. - 2001-04-30
Eve of Tam's Birthday-May 1, 1983
Feeling Blank
Wanting to thank Tam for her presence
back then...
I wish I had Tam to talk to...
A walk through the woods was light and airy
a free feeling of freedom from everything from every and any pressure
calling to the birds with a whistle from nature wanting a response to swell from its small lungs gift wrapped in skin and fluffed with orange mahogany orange rusty coloured fur that swelled with its robust chest...sing bird sing...:)
I think of the Beatles song,"Black Bird singing in the dead of night"
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
That is for yoiu Tam...this song is for you...I really love you...and if I dont' get to enter a diary entry to tell you this Tamathea...Happy birthday...Happy 18th Birthday...Yeah! Your finally 18!
Love, Lydia
