9:54 a.m. - 2001-08-25
This morning
I was thinking about Tam this morning in a sleeping stupor and I suddenly froze and heard this scraping go off in my head/ brain. I couldn't move...I told myself move. But I could not. I thought about Tam being in the ground still and gone and I started to say NO...I thought I was screaming and maybe Mavis would come in the room but I wasn't. I became fearful that Tam would show up (and be upset with me).
