8:38 p.m. - 2001-09-04
Back A Human Now Again
I was just riding on the train and I thought about how this world will begin to grow on me. It was claustrophobic on the train but when I started reacting to the signals in the world that I am supposed to react to I am back a human now again.
Oh, and before I 'go' this morning Daddy said that my prayers are becoming like baby prayers...I don't give a fuck about that but it's the fact that he said that and before when I first came here he didn't say that. This is my prayer: Lord , I thankyou for waking us up this morning and I pray that you will be with Bethel and provide them with all the food and money they need...(I fell like he is trying to believe something that isn't there)
Bye.
