9:13 p.m. - 1990-08-02
reall? i knew that maybe , who did? hmm
dshlm5: Hi Uncle Timothy
Jtb004: how ar eyou
Jtb004: are
dshlm5: ok
Jtb004: who is this
dshlm5: how are you doing these days
Jtb004: good
Jtb004: you?
dshlm5: ok
dshlm5: Guess who it is (even if its not one of the Brook's family)
Jtb004: wow
Jtb004: Lalith
Jtb004: ?
dshlm5: No
dshlm5: Its Lydia
dshlm5: :-)
dshlm5: ;-)
Jtb004: haha
Jtb004: ohh
Jtb004: thought you were saying not in the brooks family
dshlm5: oh
dshlm5: sorry
dshlm5: :-)
Jtb004: no prob
Jtb004: haha
dshlm5: haha
Jtb004: whats going on
dshlm5: nothing much
Jtb004: same here
dshlm5: it seems like most people occupy their time with, working, sleeping, eating and then to they go to movies, stand around with each other talking about movies, go online to find out about movies, rent movies, watch them on tv listen to music on the radio buy music etc etc a bland and systemated lifestyl...
Jtb004: haha
dshlm5: sorry
Jtb004: oh yeah
dshlm5: whateve
dshlm5: r
Jtb004: ?
sorry about what
dshlm5: talkign about that'
Jtb004: no prob
Jtb004: that's cool
Jtb004: I like talking to you
Jtb004: you are a thinker
Jtb004: what should people spend their time doing
Jtb004: or what do you spend your time doing
dshlm5: trying to break down barriets
dshlm5: rs
dshlm5: barriers
dshlm5: not those kind of barriers
Jtb004: like what
dshlm5: i mean barriers
Jtb004: give me an example
dshlm5: but i don't know if it stoo late
dshlm5: you don't aggree but trying to get to understand other's and being open minded to eliminate all of the discrepencies in hte world
Jtb004: do you think that will happen
dshlm5: what
dshlm5: when i say all i don't mean all
Jtb004: ?
Jtb004: what do you mean then
dshlm5: like every problem
Jtb004: when should the correction have started for it not to be too late
Jtb004: and what would be the driving for for such a change
dshlm5: when there was no need for correction
dshlm5: when correction was a very oblivious word
Jtb004: when was that
dshlm5: when things were simple
dshlm5: long ago
dshlm5: long ago
Jtb004: ohh
Jtb004: ok
Jtb004: who messed it up
Jtb004: by making things complicated
dshlm5: The driving for such a change would be the community of the human-being
dshlm5: I don't know
dshlm5: many
Jtb004: ok
dshlm5: Many (messed it up)
Jtb004: ohhh
Jtb004: so what are you doing
Jtb004: with yourself
dshlm5: I terms of what
dshlm5: In
Jtb004: now doing the same old dead dry stuff
dshlm5: become more open minded as they say
dshlm5: because living in one's own beliefs societal, and cutting off others in that is not fair
dshlm5: It s odd that humans have not realized the detriment they are reaking on one another by interacting so much but yet separating with religion, and culture practices
Jtb004: true
Jtb004: ok
dshlm5: its not balanced
dshlm5: it is not a balance
dshlm5: I mean you dont' see Zebras fellowshipping with monkeys
dshlm5: but i dont' know
Jtb004: haha
Jtb004: I hear you
Jtb004: I agree with you
Jtb004: I have alot of friends
Jtb004: some of which dont believe in what I believe in
dshlm5: What kind of experience was highschool for you
Jtb004: at first ok
Jtb004: then I got bussed to a white school
Jtb004: then it was hard
Jtb004: cause I was sometime the only black in class
Jtb004: and people were real racist then
dshlm5: but you had a group to confide in...
Jtb004: no
dshlm5: people with whom to steady your self image
Jtb004: but a few friends
dshlm5: or few people
dshlm5: a
Jtb004: yes
dshlm5: found yourself comfortable doing the acceptable thing what they chose
dshlm5: ?
Jtb004: ?
Jtb004: I dont understand what you are asking
Jtb004: or saying
dshlm5: was finding yourself comfortable with doing the acceptable thing it was easy?
Jtb004: ???
Jtb004: comfortable?
Jtb004: that is relative
Jtb004: and so is acceptable
dshlm5: to what
Jtb004: acceptable to whom?
dshlm5: i am going to eat,
Jtb004: it is relative to the evaluator
Jtb004: ok
dshlm5: evaluator aside and yoiu in the picture now
Jtb004: ok
Jtb004: no I didnt allways do what is right
dshlm5: can be wrong to
Jtb004: and I often regreated doing things I know I should not have done
Jtb004: like smoke dope
dshlm5: were you at ease with actions relative to others
Jtb004: and steal
Jtb004: I was always a leader
Jtb004: so I often lead people into doing what I did
dshlm5: how
Jtb004: how did I lead them?
dshlm5: otuline
dshlm5: outline
Jtb004: haha
dshlm5: the method
dshlm5: not a real outline
Jtb004: there was no method at the time
dshlm5: just the objective portions
Jtb004: it was natural
dshlm5: that you feel work
dshlm5: there has always been
dshlm5: most things like that are
dshlm5: maybe or learned
dshlm5: acquired
Jtb004: they are both
Jtb004: I believe
Jtb004: they come naturally for some people
Jtb004: but it can be sharpened or developed
Jtb004: just like artistic skills
dshlm5: in what conditions
Jtb004: environmental conditions
Jtb004: like military
Jtb004: or gangs
Jtb004: or church
Jtb004: any social environment
dshlm5: are there many influenced by the army????????
Jtb004: yes
dshlm5: I have to go for now
Jtb004: ok
Jtb004: bye
dshlm5: tell everyone we said he
dshlm5: hi
dshlm5: bye
Jtb004: ok
Jtb004: you too
Jtb004: ok
Jtb004: give them all a hub for me
dshlm5: ok
Jtb004: hub
Jtb004: hug
Jtb004: haha
