2:00 p.m. - 2001-08-14
So Fast
over the past time:
my wrath has been expelled
my fantasies somewhat made closer in ways
guilt upraised in those i encountreed
hate for me
hate for me was shown for being the bad
that those maybe
see
in
themselves
i have been privileged to see
the hate, the lust, the envy, the yearn to kill
the fact that humans are each their own
the fact that humans are animals the same as the others
i have learned i have discovered
on my own
in this savagely world
i have learned i have discovered this earth
i have seen the depth of its roots
i have seen that the roots of this world aren't
I have seen that the roots are founded on the roots of what those make of them for them
i have traversed the edge of its hate
i have seen into the places where i would not want to see had it been me had it been me
i have seen the truth in many
i have made some tell me their truths
i have made some reveal for me their painful pasts
i have learned about thoses through reflections of me in their heads
and it all
hppened
so
fast
i have been given the gift of seeing the world
through many eyes
these eyes are what makes perception of our surroundings
these eyse are the eyese of only one tittle
of the millions
theses eyes are what make this world 'beautiful'
"i saw the world through Tam colored glasses"
i saw a parking lot that Moby saw
I saw people that daddy sees
I saw people that mommy sees
I saw people that are made
i saw people that aren't but are to some to one to another
"through Tam colored glasses..."
through Tam colored glasses
is how the world was seen
through Moby's glasses,
through Tam's glasses,
through my techni-colour glasses...i saw the world
so fast so fast
so fast
Keslock's fear is that God may play games
so fast
